Journal Entry:
-Please note this is just the thoughts running threw my head, thoughts and worries.
In a few days it will be 7 months since my surgery I have an appointment with Dr. Kamelle on July 2nd. But this all worries me not just because of my appointment but I have seen blood 2 times since the last appointment. And after the first D&C it only took 7 months before I had to have another D&C. Because my pre-cancerous cells were now stage 1A cancer. So if that's all it takes who says it cant be back now.
In the back of my head I worried about my bladder pain but until right now I didn't think that might be a sign. but right now yes I'm thinking it's possible that it could be another sign that the cancer is back. It's scary and I wish that I could know right now just so that the surgery could happen and get it all over with. Only problem is that if that does happen i will most likely have to go threw chemo or radiation this time plus I would immediately go into menopause and have to take a pill for the rest of my life.
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